Good morning world, this chapter is going to be going back to when I was 13 when my mental health journey started. There will be a little bit of self-harm talk. But you can miss that part if you like. So back when I was 13, my parents were constantly fighting over everything, as a child you would think it's your fault. I was constantly thinking that they were fighting because of my brothers and me. I was also over not getting the attention and love I wanted that my brothers were getting, A little back story to that, I am the only girl and the youngest of my family, so I would always get treated differently. I would always get told I'm not a lot to do anything, not allowed to play any sports. I always felt like I was the disappointment of the family. With me feeling like this I was completely numb, so I reverted to self-harm to feel something. I told my best friend at the time I did that and she ended up going back to my brother and telling him which involve...