Good morning world, this chapter is going to be going back to when I was 13 when my mental health journey started. There will be a little bit of self-harm talk. But you can miss that part if you like. So back when I was 13, my parents were constantly fighting over everything, as a child you would think it's your fault. I was constantly thinking that they were fighting because of my brothers and me. I was also over not getting the attention and love I wanted that my brothers were getting, A little back story to that, I am the only girl and the youngest of my family, so I would always get treated differently. I would always get told I'm not a lot to do anything, not allowed to play any sports. I always felt like I was the disappointment of the family. With me feeling like this I was completely numb, so I reverted to self-harm to feel something. I told my best friend at the time I did that and she ended up going back to my brother and telling him which involve...
Good evening/ morning to everyone in the world. This first blog is just an introduction to my life. My name is Crystal, I'm 29 Australian living in this world with mental illness, I have made this blog to share with everyone about my mental health journey, hoping to help others and to help myself. There will be a lot of rage and tears throughout this journey. I have never done anything like this before so please bear with me. some of the blogs will be short some will be long. I would also like to add if there is anything that I consider triggering I will put up a warning about it before I write anything, I would like to welcome you all to my crazy chaotic life, hope you enjoy Crazy Chaos Crystal